my life at home sucks. so again i hit the road. i cant wait to be 1000 miles from everyone, sleep deprived, worn out, smelly, irritable, and happy.
Everyone I ever loved
Went down in history…
The blue eyes came
The brown eyes left…
And the rest is misery
Dreams are trash
On the side of the road
All starry eyed - tongue all tied
There’s something you should know
I could have died with you
And Boston is the reason
I’m feeling so blue - damn you
City lights and colder nights
I’m innocent (minus the fights)
Praying out loud for a winter of quiet
Friday nights are killing me
I fall asleep - pen in hand
There’s something you should know
I could have died with you
And Boston is the reason
I’m feeling so blue
Cities aren’t a way to cure a disease
And I don’t even know
Why you listen to me
A razor wristed kid
Looking forward to ends
If love was a bridge
You’d be the one in the fens
“All the kids are fucking dead”
I write “with love and a gun to my head”
these days aren’t going to last too long
(i know - i know - i know)
I’m drawing words from a tired heart
I’m drawing blood from a tired heart
do you ever wonder what i feel?
do you ever take the time to think about how your actions directly effect me negatively?
do you ever wonder not answering my calls, texts or messages, makes me think?
do you ever wonder what it is to have the person you love more than anything completely become a ghost to you.
do you sit awake at night staring at the ceiling, wondering where i am? what im doing? if im ok?
do you ever think what if he never comes back. what will i do?
do you even think… of me at all? ever? do you mean when you say you want to be with me once you fix yourself?
do you realize you might destroy something you claim you “always wanted since you 15”
No… no i dont think you do…
i sold my soul to the open road. i live my life alone.
last night i found out i was not able to be balanced by my girlfriend. so i got the boot, so she could get her life in order, and come back to me. AMAZING.(sarcasm)
i hate when people downplay shit. downplay what they do, where they go. i hate it. it makes me resent you and lose trust
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